Wondering why you even like to drink when it is causing so much trouble?
Wondering why drinking sometimes sounds like a great idea, no big deal? And why, at other times, drinking can feel like one of the worst mistakes you are making with your life?
Why are there two options in your head?
Option 1 = Keep drinking and endure the pain (hangovers, shame, guilt, regret)
Option 2 = Stop drinking and endure the pain (deprivation, feeling left out, anxiety, never having any fun)
Your internal battle rages on… and no matter how many times you turn the issue over in your head you have the same conclusion… both options are terrible.